motherhood

I sit here and wonder what kind of little girl is she going to be.  She acts more like me and looks more like her daddy everyday.  She is so thoughtful and thinks so hard.  She also has the greatest temperament especially considering how,sick she has been in the past ten months.  Now that I start to get excited about trying for another baby in another couple of months I wonder how she will do with a brother or sister.  She's very friendly, but she's also never had to share her mommy before.  With as thoughtful as she is I think she's going to make a great big sister one day hopefully sooner than later.  My hubby says we have to sell the house first because we have out grown it I think that we should go with it and it will all work out the way it is supposed to.  We will see whose plan wins out in the end.

ten months

It is crazy here.  She's almost ten months old trying to walk and starting to talk.  Family problems are still causing some discomfort.  That's not my biggest problem though.  Other people are getting pregnant and having babies and I want another one so bad.  I know now's not a great time Q's almost 10 months old we need a new and bigger house.  All the logic in the world does not make me want it any less but I know now's not quite time yet.